i can write book im starting my first book called "my beloved stranger" its tagalog and Englishversion. I started last week and i have 5 chapters right now im running out of ideas so i give my self a rest and read novels.
i read novels for hours i read about 25 book depends on my mood.
i read a lot like in 1 week i read for about 3 books and 30-40 chapters.
i learn to write a book because of Wattpad i get my ideas there for my book but not copying all the text.
and im addicted to it sometimes. and it gives me inspiration to pursue my studies and then i became a scholar.
i love it so much and it make me so happy. sometimes i cried, laugh, and thrilled about the book.
I learn from the books I read everyday, I learned to speak English, write a poem, create an imagination in my head.
I become sober, I can wait for things that will come at the right time.
so since I read the book, it seems that I prefer to live there and stay.
I know that won't happen so I just accepted that it won't happen like that. I learned not to waste time with people who you thought would stay with you, they will leave you when you thought they were the one for you, I also learned to find a true friend who will never leave you.
so now use your thinking first, also don't base yourself on your friends if they are a bad influence, stay away from them if what you are doing is not right, don't be afraid of losing friends It would be good if he is a good influence on you.
I also learned to love yourself, don't just let them learn to put themselves first, your comforting them and then you give advice after advice and your thinking about yourself" how about me? im comforting others wish i was too" so please dont be so hard on yourself focus on yourself first before your mentally hurt by there words.
the word you wish to hear from someone is gone, you are always there and then when you need something, they are gone. so be at your self choose your self first.
im writing this because this is what i felt for being a reader.
