Sometimes, life brings us together with people who make it seem like we own it, but as always, it comes with the feeling of fear —the fear of returning to the beginning, the starting point that we keep running from in our memories and mistakes.
We start to need clarification about feelings, distinguishing between attraction, obsession, excitement, and warmth.
All that gathers to be the enemy we never imagined, after a while, we get to realize that all those feelings were a blow of fake, maybe an imagination that just keeps us going in life, feeling that we deserve to be loved and appreciated, with the time we get to the conclusion that we don't feel loved if we don't love ourselves first.
The fear of losing people creates a need for an unnecessary feeling that fades with time, as we all know in this life, people come and go, and as long as we are holding onto some people, even knowing they hurt us, just to not lose them, sometimes it gets us to lose ourselves on the way there. When we love someone so much and feel safe and comfortable with that person.
we drop everything around and focus on that exact person, so that we don't even know if they gonna stay or not, we get used to them and have them in our life like they are a part of it exactly when u have a habit that is there, feeling attached then it comes this fear feeling of loosing them and that is because people change with time and love doesn't accept changing people, it start to feel that person is loosing intrest in u and they gonna leave wich is scary for some people because they think they gonna be alone.
