I can write on challenges I face as a teenager and how I deal with it


Henri Atekebo
Job Price:
₹ 30000
Location:
other
Duration:
2 hour
Languages Known:
English
About this Talent:
Hi my name is Jake Xavier and I'm a student at Baze University I am 18 years old and I want to speak up through my writing either poetry or by story itself I'm in search of something and that's my peace, my mental peace . I dream one day I will find the answers to my questions, although I get more questions than answers I feel I am close to my answers This is my story and I am ready to share my feelings out there. I don't understand the pain no more I'm just trying to be me Trying to be free It's not because I don't like myself or who I wanna be It's just who I'd become in the process of that dream Is that what it is? A dream, something that will not come to fruition? Something that will be back for a while? Or is it simply something that will build my character I'm in so much pain There's nothing left to gain I'm not after fame I put a fake smile on everyday just to cover up my pain This is insane What I'd do just to win a game Not just any ordinary game but a game to live, to survive, a game of will This is a big deal Please hold on to me I know I ain't perfect It's all about perception I have no dark intentions Deep down I just want to be loved, be happy and learn to live Not just live but feel free Free of the burdens I hold They say I'm just a child They know not what I've been through is not even mild Showing emotions ain't my style Those days are over It's a brand new start I don't want anyone to see my dark side I just want feelings with all smiles Hide the pain See what you gain Hope to be better not for you but for me I want to see how it'll be To be in love with me I feel suffocated Just like I'm being obliterated A feeling of everlasting flames burning me from within Screaming to be let free But that can't be the way it ends I know I have friends, I know I have Him but all that rings in my head all day is to fight this battle myself Even if it kills me on the inside and out I will stand and put that fake smile till it becomes real My pain might be a joke and that's fine I know I can't ask for a sign A way to know all will be fine But all I can say is take away those fake tears when I'm gone This isn't goodbye but it sure has been fun Hey I'm back again This story isn't about fame More of a story of my search Loking for something to gain I know right now I'm nothing but a lost puppy Looking for a way home All these metaphors speaking my truth for my search for closure I know I ain't mature Can be a little insecure Got this mask I put over my face While I carry my mace The battle's just begun I know it all seems like fun But this is a journey of self discovery At the rate I'm going I think I'm on the path of redemption I know there are a lot of temptations This is where I ask for help Hope this time I get some I just want peace of mind and be nothing but sound I got some issues that I must address A troubled heart is what I possess A feeling of weakness and disgust I don't want to make a fuss But am I really a mistake? A problem that can't be solved? Am I really so imperfect that you want nothing but perfection from me? Can't you let me be? I just want to be free And be able to breathe If this is how it must be Then I hope I see what I seek Because deep down this makes me feel so weak I really do hate myself At least the part of me that tends to put the needs of others over mine And keep telling myself I did the right thing as good things come over time They seem happy and excited about their victories I see all my work as nothing but a failure in a game of life You'd think I've lost sight but I'm more than bright Leading to my question on what true happiness is? A moment that defines your life or state of mind? Or is it just a lie we tell ourselves to feel something different? If that's the case then I have nothing but good intent Yet a broken person on the inside My oh my I guess this game has just begun These are some of my problems the things I deal with Monsters in my head every night keeping me up for hours with no way to sleep I'm trying I really am I'm tired of feeling bad Sometimes a little mad And some days I just get all sad Am I glad? Am I content? These questions keep playing over and over again in my head like a record I don't know why I feel this way, misdirected? Confused? These are some of those feelings leading up to my self reflection I'm seeking myself Seeing what I could always improve and impress Question is why do I seek approval? Why do I want to impress a bunch of people who would leave me in a minute Be selfish they say, be kind they say I just want to be me! Why can't that be enough? I feel warmth in the face of my imperfections Yet shiver in the face of my so called perfections This is me the real me and only me The one nobody sees that's me
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1. I've written stories both on fiction and nonfiction as well as a story on the toughness of being a kid in this broken world, it's like an autobiography on me, my experiences, my pain and my trauma
I have no professional writing skill but love doing it as a side
1. I've written stories both on fiction and nonfiction as well as a story on the toughness of being a kid in this broken world, it's like an autobiography on me, my experiences, my pain and my trauma
I have no professional writing skill but love doing it as a side